Here I am

Here I am

sitting in front of my computer
on my bed
surrounded by dirty dishes
clothes
and garbage

Here I am

in my pyjamas
greasy haired
I haven’t showered in 3 days
I feel dirty
I feel disgusting

Here I am

looking at the plants
beside my window
dying slowly
because I am too busy not feeling
to take care of them

Here I am

and yet
here I am not

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